Dream 5: He doesn't love me anymore!
Rather disturbing dream this morning, the finer details are gone, but the gist of it was that P and I had a dispute. I think I was fed up of doing the bulk of domestic chores and so forth and wanted to be on my own again. I told P I was going to leave. I think I did go, but I'm not sure exactly what happened in the next part. Later I was visiting P, assuming he would still feel the same about me. But he was extremely cold. He didn't care about me at all and though I'd essentially left him I felt abandoned by him. I tried to get his attention and to regain what we had, but he refused. He was a different person. I was left feeling bereft, I'd assumed that he would always love me no matter what. I'd taken it for granted that I could be independent but still basically have his support. I was also upset because he'd changed so much and maybe my callousness was responsible...
Of course I am articulating these feelings rationally now I'm awake but the emotions were all swirling around the events in the dream and that's what I woke up with.
I told P about the dream and of course he comforted me and said it would never happen - that he wouldn't stop loving me... ah, don't you just love a happy ending?!